Saturday, November 12, 2011

=)

Hi.

My name is Lisa, and I am one happy lady.  

It amazes me at the simple things that make me smile... 

Like simply talking to someone.  

I woke up this morning to snow on the ground.  It snowed during the football game tonight.  It was pretty crazy, actually.  The field was white during pre game.  Crazy!  I was glad I wore my hunter boots today.  That was a good life choice.  

I can't wait to go skiing.  The snow makes me so excited. I've really got to go get my Alta pass soon!  

Well, that's all for now. 

Love. 




Sunday, November 6, 2011

Clean. Simple. Honest.

Sometimes I never know what to say here.  So many good things swirling around in my brain right now.  

I made some super yummy things this week.  Egg white omelets, frittatas, butternut squash soup, and black bean eggplant veggie burgers.  The good/bad thing about living alone and cooking for myself is that when I cook something I have a LOT of left overs.  And that's great, cause I'm good at budgeting with groceries...But it is also not great cause that means I'm eating the same thing over and over and over again. Like my delicious soup, I wound up getting 5 servings off.  So eating the same soup meal after meal gets a little old. And my veggie burgers?  (Which by the way cost a whopping $4 to make) Well I wound up having enough for 8 burgers.  That's 8 meals of veggie burger patty, unless I freeze some.  Soup freezes just fine, but I'm not so sure about eggplant black bean veggie burgers.   I love the fact that you can open my fridge and pantry and all you find are clean, natural foods.  Even my peanut butter is straight up ground peanuts. 

Basketball season started this weekend. Well the NCAA basketball season that is...  I am so excited for basketball season this year.  It really is a good time working the Utah women's basketball games.  

I have so so so much to do over the next month.  My goal is to get a jump on that this and next week. The ski resorts open very soon and I'd much rather be done with my school stuff before I start hitting the slopes hard this season.  My goal is 100 days this season.  I can totally rock that. :)   Might be the only season I have the opportunity to do that, especially if I get a teaching job next May.  

Speaking of jobs....Scary.  Let's not talk about that now...

I really enjoyed church at K2 today.  The message was awesome.  So the message wasn't on Romans 5:7-8, but Dave Nelson shared those verses as apart of the message and they really hit home.  I just found them really awesome.   The Message translation has them as:  We can understand someone dying for a person worth dying for, and we can understand how someone good and noble could inspire us to selfless sacrifice, but God put his love on the line for us by offering his Son in sacrificial death while we were of no use whatever to him.  

I figured out what I'm doing for my Christmas gifts this year.  Super excited about that.  

I got brown boots today.  Super excited about that too. 

Well I should probably go to bed.  I don't know what to think about this entire post, but whatevesies.  

Love.  

Friday, November 4, 2011

On a positive note...

It's snowing!!!!!!!

And in my sheer brilliance I added a covered parking spot at my apt building to my rent today.  = )

Cynical

Somedays I just want to quit.  Today is one of them.

Clearly I won't, but sometimes I just feel like the stress isn't worth it.  I torture myself, and days like today I don't even know why.

I'm trying real hard not to get my feelings hurt. I just need to breathe....

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Adieu

I've met so many people in my 25 years.  Literally, thousands of people.  It amazes me the people that come in and out of your life.  Acquaintances, friends, lovers, enemies, teachers, coworkers, and the list goes on.  Think of how many people you pass on a daily basis.  They all have their own stories to tell.  They all have something to teach you, if you only open yourself to receiving that lesson.

Goodbyes aren't easy.  In any aspect of life.  Like I said, I've met a lot of people. I've also said a lot of goodbyes.  Two souls that touched my life left this earth the past few weeks.  Alvin Bridges and Aunt Ruby.  Alvin worked hard and did everything he could for his loved ones.  He lived a long life.  Aunt Ruby was a beautiful human being. She was kind, loving, and peaceful.  She never complained.  Even when she had breast cancer, and then lymphoma.  She just kept on loving.  I'll never forget the lessons I learned spending time with her and the other great aunts and uncles in small town Gantt, Alabama as a little girl.  Making preserves, helping sew quilt squares and watching the old show Dallas until all hours.

Although it is the only completely final goodbye, death is not the only farewell that we deal with.  We've all seen relationships end.  In this past year I've had multiple relationships end... someone moved across country, someone chose to stop being a friend completely and removed themselves from the equation, someone decided I wasn't worth the time, and there are other relationships that I had a hand in ending myself.  People come and go, but what is it that you as an individual take from the situation?  Did you learn what you could from the other soul that just so happened to be apart of this crazy thing we call life?  Did you show them kindness and goodness?

Today was a day to say farewell for a little while.  We'll see each other again, this is certain.  I read this quote the other day and couldn't agree more, "No lapse of time or distance


of place can lessen the friendship of those who are 


truly persuaded of each other's worth." 


It's true.  The relationships in your life that are real hold this truth.  Some of my best friends on this earth live thousands of miles from me, but when we get to hang it is like nothing ever changed between us.  The future is unknown, and that is the  scary and exciting part about it.  I don't know what will happen over the next few months, but I sure do have something to look forward to in the future.

Live. Be genuine and honest.  Don't be afraid to love.  Learn what you can and enjoy the moment.  This life only happens once.  Simply live.  
   

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Blogging during class?

Why yes I am.

I have been an awful student the past week.

I can see it as it is happening.  Its almost like looking from the outside and seeing myself flounder and I just can't do anything about it.  

Well I can do something about it, and I am.... I just think it might have been too late for this week.

I have barely practiced trombone this week.  I've played every day.  But playing every day and practicing every day are not the same.

I'm getting back on the practice band wagon, but I fear it is too little too late for my lesson this week.  I really need to stop allowing myself to make excuses to not practice everyday.

I could make excuses, or I could just take a step forward.

Besides my lack of practicing and being a pretty poor student, life is going great!

My tailbone is feeling so much better.  I think in another week or so I'll be good to go. (crossing my fingers anyway).  I miss sleeping on my back...    Maybe that's why I've been so tired lately.  I usually sleep on my back and I haven't been able to for almost a month.

I've been hanging out with this some super cool folks lately.  :)

Today I woke up and couldn't stop smiling.   Definitely have a perma-grin going right now.  :)  

It is definitely a good feeling.

Not gonna lie.