Job Applications...Wow this is the opposite of easy.

In the past 6 months I've gone from being okay to just staying in Utah and working for a year, to I absolutely have to find a full time job for next year.  What's changed? That little birthday in August which will mark my 26th year.  What's the big deal? 26 is still young?  Not having insurance. That's the big deal. WHAT A HUGE DEAL!  When you're still 25, the thought of not having insurance seems okay, but then the closer you get to not having insurance, the scarier it gets.

So I've gone from only applying to jobs in specific places to applying for jobs basically everywhere.

I've sent in several in California, a few in Illinois, one in Michigan, a few in Utah, and so many other ones that I don't even know where else. Isn't that awful?

I would LOVE to stay in Utah.  I have friends, a church, a support group, and a wonderful lifestyle here, but if I were to get a job elsewhere, but not have one here, I would be forced to move on.

Being an adult is scary.  People keep telling me, you're young and single, you could go ANYwhere.  Does anyone realize how scary that is???


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I barely hit publish and went to my Facebook walk where I saw my step mother had posted: God will lead you where you are supposed be, even though it might not make sense at first. You'll prosper anywhere!  

Man does she speak the truth!!!!!!!!!!!!